Question

I AM SO OBSESSESD WITH TRYING TO CONTACT MY DEAD FIANCE, AND I AM HAVING SO MANY THOUGHTS OF ENDING LIFE?

I FOUND HIM HOME IN BED NEW YEARS EVE MORNING AND I AM FEELING GUILTY I WOKE UP AND SAW HIM FACED DOWN IN BED SNORING (ASSUMING HE WAS SLEEP) AND I LEFT HIM IN THAT POSITION BECAUSE I WAS UPSET AT HIM FOR HIS CONSTANT PILL ADDICTION, BUT LEAVING HIM THERE WAS FATAL, I HURT BECAUSE I FEEL I COULD HAVE SAVED HIM, BUT IT WAS THE SAME CONSTANT SIGNS THAT I IGNORED BECAUSE I ASSUMED HE WAS OK. I AM SEEKING THERAPY IT DOES NOT WORK, AND I FIND MYSELF EVERYDAY TRYING TO HAVE SOME COMMUNICATION WITH HIM. I HAVE ALSO FOUND OUT SO MUCH ABOUT HIM AFTER HIS DEATH, BUT IT DOES NOT BOTHER ME I AM STILL VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH HIM, AND I DON'T EVER THINK I WILL FALL OUT OF LOVE WITH HIM, ARE THERE ANY HELPFUL SUGGESTIONS. SORRY FOR THE CAPS IM NOT YELLING I JUST ALWAYS USE CAPS!

Answers

shes not crazy, shes hurt. cut her some slack! anyway you just have to hold your head high and know that he would want better for you. hurting yourself wont bring him back and im sure that you have people that love you.

#1

your crazy

#2

I'm so Srry I think u should try to move on sweety he would want u to be there on earth to remember him and keep him in ur heart

#3

Get the book, another door opens by jeff wands, believe me, its good.

#4

You are just hurting right now and you should try to be around people who care about you.

#5

You need to get into therapy, sweetheart. You don't deserve the guilt or the continued agony. Don't idealize him just because he's not here anymore.

You did nothing wrong, you did the best you could given the situation, in fact, and this sounds like it was his inevitable destiny.

Talk to a therapist, heal and go live the life you were *meant* to live.

#6