"I'm ugly or not fat" <----- is that a typo?
um yeah i had the same issue but in middle school
im super smart, the guy i liked was a metalhead, he loved to play drums, he was loser frankly
idk i guess it was bcuz he was so opposite that i liked him
like he "completed the other side of me"
but now that i think about it, it was pretty lame, but eventually youll meet someone :)