What to do in this situation...?
I will first say that I cannot believe this is happening to me. For some time now, I have been in a predicament. This young girl and I are in a same class together in school. She is a high school senior and I a high school junior. Over time I have been realizing that I have begun to develop a deep infatuation for this girl, progressively becoming stronger. I am certain she cannot feel the same for me, I know it. It especially became stronger when I came in for lunch at a restaurant by myself, and I saw her working there. I wish that I never came to that place that day, possibly I would not feel this way as strong. In fact, I wish that I would never been in a class with her. After this incident and as time passed seeing her in this class, this infatuation has reached a level in which I even dress nicer on the day I see her, think of her when I am in certain places, and even take walks in a park during the evening listening to romantic music thinking of her. Worst of all, she is on my mind a great deal of the time. When I see this girl I immediately feel my heart as if it were sinking. I suffer from emotional problems such as anxiety and depression, therefore disabling me to engage in a relationship (I have never been in a relationship), because I simply cannot handle it, so this is not at all healthy for me. Lately she has come into class with (I think) a photo of a another young man with her hugging her. I have tried to take a good look at this photo in an effort to try to convince myself that this young man in this photo is her boyfriend engaged with her in a romantic relationship (hoping that this would convince me that she is already in a relationship, therefore helping me in a way to overcome this situation) and that this is all pointless, but to date I could not. This is tragic for me, as I already suffer from emotional issues and this only adds to them. What I most fear out of this situation, is not being able to overcome this feeling for this young girl before the last days of school, in which I will see her for the last times and then never see her again.
I consider this truly a hindrance, I must find a way to overcome this before the last day of this school year. As I have mentioned before, I cannot believe this is happening to me. I am aware that this is very "childish" and "immature", but it has gotten to the point were I had to ask for some advice, even if it meant asking for it this way.
My question is... what can I do in this situation? How can one possibly "attempt" to "fall" out of love with another?
All answers are appreciated...