I married a man too early in life and wasn't prepared to be a good wife. I believed he loved me and things would be fine. My love for him would grow over time.
The years passing by were good for awhile. Then came a time I could not see my smile. He cheated on me and I deserved more. With a heavy heart I went out the door.
We parted as "friends", which ended one day. With a baby conceived he went on his way. He now liked his freedom away from me. I carried our son -- he didn't want to see.
Soon after another cared about me; I ignored the things I didn't want to see. I married that man -- I thought it'd be best. But soon after that, he was failing the test.
Driven by fear, I mistakenly thought A son of "his own" was thing that he sought I now had a toddler and one on the way; there was no doubt, I now had to stay.
Things started to spiral out of control. The alcohol had a firm grip on his soul. Choosing to leave to protect us all; I was forced this time to really stand tall.
Now on my own with two children to raise I examine my life in so many ways. My relationships failed, for that I am sad; but the result of those could never be bad.
Now long gone are those men from my past replaced by a "true" love that forever will last. My love for my sons, my two little boys, erase all my pains and reveal only my joys.
Time to stop struggling
- by Tanya58
Life is unfair, sometimes the misery we can't bear.. This was a feeling I could never share... I am strong, strong enough to move on from this pain, I won't feel the shame, my life is not a game, tired of these tears and my fears... I will cherish my inspirations... I will find my dream, I promise, that's what I will achieve.. I will find a way to leave.. I'm not who you will deceive.. I believe in miracles, these people laugh like it's hysterical... I won't fall, I may be lost but I will be found... One day I will find the perfect life, life will run beautifully, I will fly like a butterfly through the night, will have a pleasant sight, afraid but I will fight... No boundaries, free my mind of all the pressure, leaving here will be my pleasure.. I want so much to be free, so much I want to see... I want to reach the sky, I want so bad too fly... See, I use to be a fool when I let you treat me cruel... I made a mistake but I wont let myself break.. Leave me, for gods sake... So now I kneel down to pray, for these times of struggle I will just say, I'll leave in your hands. God, I will let go..
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